Sunday, January 15, 2012
Yesterday, I saw mum carrying the bag thaty SIL bought for her. It made me jealous. I know...it sound like I am being petty but she didn't even carry the bag I bought for her earlier. What's worse is that she choose thebag herself, but when it arrived...she cited it was heavy and ask me to take it back and give someone. :( she do not understand me. I can't be bothered to spend $300 on a leather bag for myself but instead bought 1 for her. Couldn't she just use it once or said that she gave it to one of her sister to use?
It would had felt alot better.
Anyway, I just feel sad. :( should I just try and take it back and sell it off. I might get back 50% of the amount and at least someone would appreciate it more. Damn sad. :(
I am ending this old year (base on Chinese calendar) in alot of bad ways. Hope in 1 week's time, things changes.
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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Last yr and early this I went thru alot of emotional pain. Took me a long time to recover but I did. I sincerely thank those who was there for me, although they do not know what was fully wrong. I went thru months trying to hold myself together and just going thru one day at a time. It was that painful. This would serve a reminder to myself that I have to be strong always and never to rely on anyone else but myself. This way, this kind of pain will not be felt again.
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